Oh lordy I’m a Chinese zombie today. ::Hops around:: I went to bed at approximately 3:30 a.m. and I tossed until at least 4:30. When my alarm went off at 7:00 I think I finally understood was it was like to be molested. I remember laying there, staring at the ceiling and feeling very violated. [...]

Sung to sleep by the sweet lullabies of tequila! What a weekend. I’ve learned all kinds of fun things. The most important thing that I learned is that even after 2/3 of a bottle of tequila, I can still function enough to clean a place up. After a night of undoing Dave’s pants with my [...]

Yes! Another entry for today! But this is somewhat of a separate idea, I figured I’d do the splitting.

It’s Saturday and I long to be elsewhere. It’s happened again, as it always does. I’m backlogged on my journals. So much to say, so little will to type it. I keep the stuff written down in little books here and there, but to go back and put it on the net, in some organized [...]

I swear enrollment must be up by at least a third. The sidewalks today were packed so ridiculously full I actually believe that it might be faster to walk to my classes instead of ride my bike. I had to swerve and stop approximately half a million times in order to avoid hitting freshmen. Freshman! [...]

She says that my eyes are intense that they pierce her soul in a fury of blue I turn quickly from these words as I am unaware of the gaze that I give So I seek and I search and I find myself groping haphazardly through a silky brown forest rimmed in pale blue light [...]

I’m having mixed feelings about today. There’s a good and a bad to everything. I woke up like a zombie today and had to slither out of bed. The obvious positive to this is the fact that I actually got out of bed. I didn’t really see the world in full color for about two [...]

All in. No bluff.

Lately I haven’t had trouble waking up in the mornings. Granted, I still have trouble getting to sleep, but I think it all boils down to the fact that for the first time in far longer than I dare to remember, the quality of my reality far surpasses that of my dreams.